Please guide me through in this lost of direction. I need guidance.
Thursday, 5 April 2012 23:33
Things aren't going great at all today. I have noticed teary eyes by my mum when she entered my room holding a bowl of claypot rice for me. I know she wanted to keep it from me so i acted normal.
There are other things too but sorry to anyone who is reading this, i am not gonna share. But things just turn all wrong.
I wish i am overthinking.
Saturday, 31 March 2012 23:25
Some things in life, no matter how hard you try, it will never just go your way. So, just let things settle on its on. Sometimes when its time to let go, you have to.
Saturday, 24 March 2012 10:56
Have never been updating recently, so here goes.
It's 24th of March 2012, morning 11AM. Sleeping damn early and waking damn early has become part and parcel of my everyday life. Weird huh? Because I used to sleep at 3 or 4AM and wakes at 12 or 1PM. Well I don't know exactly if its someone who has changed my sleeping routine or I changed it myself. Currently I aspired to lead a healthy lifestyle.
Haha! A healthy lifestyle indeed. Right now, I have just recovered from a relatively high fever. What's worse was that during this fever period I was at the same time having diarrhea. Until now, I am still having diarrhea. Did I mention that I went to the toilet twice last night? Well now I did. While typing out this post, my stomach is still churning and grumbling. I have been holding in the shit for quite awhile now. For the simplest reason, I did not want my anus to crack. haha!
Anyway, I always feel I am being ignored. Or am I just over thinking? Maybe I am just over thinking.
I have to stop over thinking. Live the way I had always lived when i was young. Over thinking is bad for me. Venting my frustration on something else might work. Ease my thoughts via sleeping may be the best solution. You, frustration in my head, shall not overcome me. Overcoming me is impossible. Understand that I will be thinking positive from now on.
Wednesday, 20 July 2011 00:41
haha i did a personality test as the result is as follows:
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Monday, 18 April 2011 02:39
Had a wonderful and tiring saturday. Played basketball in the morning. Was kinda sad that i deproved. But well... Guess i lack training. Right. I not only play basketball, i went to have dinner with friends in the evening and then went over his place to play mahjong overnight. Ended up sleeping the whole sunday though. Hahaha. Alright it's sunday midnight now. And was kind of tired again after watching 6 episodes of DreamHigh. That's 6 whole hours. Amazing. Hahaha. Okay nights.
Friday, 18 March 2011 00:07
stock check. pairing up with naz, me being the scanner and she being the checker. i feel so bad as i made 4 errors in about 2 hours time. hahaha! i got to re-scan and she had to re-count. but after lunch i did not make any errors. hah! maybe it was due to empty stomach that made me make mistakes. anyway. exam results are out and sad to say my results suck. cgpa did increase, i did not fail any module, i improved, but my results... is below my expectation. 1 B+, 1 B, 3 C+ and 1 D+. and apparently, the B+ is not my core module. many of my friends were getting A's and Z's(which means distinction, top 10% scorer of the module, not fail). me? i got no A's, no Z's. still remember my teacher was so impressed with our group project and my common test for franchise did average, i don't understand why i got only B for it. HAISSSSSSS. ok enough complaining. i go emo and sleep. nights.
